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::Yu only think yu understand::

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The Second Step Out by x0XRikuX0x, literature

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The Second Step Out

Im not gay. I don't like girls. I REALLY don't like boys… I'm in love with a woman. (I love yuu SO SO SOOOO Much, My baby Dino!) And that doesn't make me lesbian. That makes me committed to one person, and one person only. I'm made for you, baby. No matter what shape or form you take. I was born a girl. I'm not sure that makes any difference to my mindset now. I've come out, at long last. And I'm not afraid to introduce my amazing, gorgeous girlfriend, to everyone I know. The WORLD deserves to now. But recently I've…I've found…I need to come out again. Come out about something that will change me. But I need to, in

Don't Leave. by x0XRikuX0x, literature

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Don't Leave.

So…truly, my existence makes me nothing. I can touch nothing. Do nothing. Be nothing. I'm not jealous. I'm just…disappointed with myself. I wished I'd be someone. Be something good. Something amazing. I suppose there's a veil too thick to move aside sometimes. My words fail me, more and more. I can barely read… I know nothing besides my own immaturity… And the only thing keeping me alive? Her. I'm satisfied with being nothing now. That twisted feeling of anger hidden behind its threatened mask. I'll find my way. Loosing myself every minute, as you find your new ways. Don't leave me.

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The Second Step Out

Don't Leave. by x0XRikuX0x, literature

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Don't Leave.

A Book Of Chapters by x0XRikuX0x, literature

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A Book Of Chapters

Pt. 1. GLOWSTICKS. I didn't want to dream…I wanted to be awake…So, I cracked some glowsticks. Despite Joanne….refusing to go to bed, and spouting off random phrases to me like "…not forgetting to walk the dog…" and "….sometime within this hour…" I was still in the living room… She had an awful habit of talking during EVERYTHING. And so, we mostly heard every single one of her thoughts. Constantly. That…definitely wasn't her best trait. What she really didn't realize was that, I had far more problems than just when I was going to clean my room, and how, if I stay up until four A.M. every m

The Unexpected Truth.:: To: Jo by x0XRikuX0x, literature

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The Unexpected Truth.:: To: Jo

What do you expect me to say? Yu can't possibly tell me that you don't expect anything from me…because your face is genuinely shocked when I snap. I'd like to hate you. But I'm still here. Cleaning your house, smiling at your kid, living in my own flesh….. Just for you to tell me I have no life, that I'm a spoiled bitch, that I'm useless… You don't say "I love you" anymore… Probably because you know my reaction… You're the cause of my anxiety, my hate, my tears that you despise so deeply And yet you have the outstanding nerve to tell me it's her. But did you know, that she is the ONLY one who tells me I'm wo

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Jealous of Juliet by dreamer797, literature

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Jealous of Juliet

I pity you Juliet, you naive little girl 13 years old and you fall for romantic fatality I would have shut him out and kept to myself Like any respectable girl would do I have disdain for you, Juliet, for being wrong Maybe you deserved to have him die in your arms Maybe you wanted to stab yourself and escape Deal with the fact you screwed up I'm so sorry for you Juliet, for not realizing Three days and one sacred vow isn't a life Perhaps then when you were seen as old, You were really just a child playing princess Perhaps I'm sympathetic, Juliet The pain you must have faced does make me wince Anguish in the sight of confusion

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Oct 28
Canada
Deviant for 12 years
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The love of my life:::::

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Name:: I am Sora's Riku.

Occupation:: Fabulous Killjoy
Likes:: Sora! :3 Scary movies, Puppies, Frogs, hair gel, ripped clothing, paint, cosplay, photography, Cannon, Coffee, Candy, Reading, Anne Rice, Music, Dansnotonfire, hairspray, eyeliner, baking, Vancouver B.C., dA, Youtube, Anime, Tim Burton, Christmas trees, nail polish, presents, hugs, kisses, Dancing, glowsticks, skating in the dark, fairy hunting, Wal-Mart, Mickey Avalon, Star Trek, SCOTT PILGRIM!...<3
Dislikes:: Avalon haters, beer, volleyball jocks, Facebook, distance, Sora's parents, Munny, Starwars vs. Startrek, Slushies and Those days when you have no hair product left D:<
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"End your pretty little doubts, Poppet"
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Current Residence: The Hause Of GAGA
deviantWEAR sizing preference: ...Wah?
Favourite genre of music: Rock, Alternative Metal, Punk, Metal, Punk Rock, AvanteGarde
Favourite style of art: Cosplay and Photography (or both together 'Costography' xD)
MP3 player of choice: Ipod Touch
Skin of choice: mah sora's...*errm* thats kina a creeper question..Just sayin'
Personal Quote: "Why do yu insist on seeing her!?"..."For Sex mostly..."

Favourite Movies

Transformers!!!

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Fall Out Boy, Panic! at the Disco, Marilyn Manson, TAI, MCR, Lady Gaga

Favourite Writers

Phantom8clockmaker

Favourite Gaming Platform

XBOX, PS2(old school fo' sure)

Tools of the Trade

Half a pound of sugar, eyeliner, Monster drink, and a camera. ;)

Other Interests

SORA, Cosplay, Yaoi, designz, theatre...writing...eating Fishies 0_0

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x0XRikuX0x

Oct 11, 2011

For anyone who ACTUALLY reads my journals xP

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HAAIII!! KAY! READ THIS!! --------> Hai! so! I've successfully moved my account along wif Sora! :3 Nothings changing! We just boff decided we need moar accurate representations of who we are nao! :P SO!!! Please watch me again!! and make sure to watch Sorwa too! :heart: ME -> ~MasterSynthetica (https://www.deviantart.com/mastersynthetica) Sorwa -> :iconSxOxRxA: I'll talk to yu all SOOON, monstars! :3

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x0XRikuX0x

Oct 8, 2011

/X/Its Been a Long Time, But I'm Back In Town/X/

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Im pissed off. REALLY pissed off. To a point where I snapped at everyone at school yesterday(then again...when dont I? :P) I'm about ready to KILL Tuck, and my Mum and Grandmum left me alone today...With a pothead, my Sister and Tuck. WOW. can anyone spell FAIL? I'm not even sure what I think anymore. School....work....life... its all too much effort. I have no life anymore, due to my amounts of homework...and Im starting to think that I honestly cant do anything. anything at all. I dont feel bad about it...somewhere inside of me, I always knew id be nothing...but it hits pretty damn hard when yu finally realized something like that.

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x0XRikuX0x

Aug 31, 2011

I'm afraid of 42 out of 72 common fears...

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[ ] the dark [ ] staying single forever [x] being a parent [x] giving birth [ ] being myself in front of others [x] open spaces [ ] closed spaces [x] heights [ ] dogs [x] birds [ ] fish [x] spiders [ ] flowers or other plants Total so far: 6 [x] being touched [x] deep water [ ] snakes [ ] silk [ ] clowns [ ] failure [x] success [x] thunder/lightning [ ] frogs/toads [x] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad (HES A FUCKING NUTCASE!) [x] boyfriends/girlfriends mom [x] rats [x] jumping from high places [x] snow Total so far: 9 [x] rain [x] wind (becuz all weather fucks up my hair -__-) [x] crossing hanging bridges [x